I’ve just woke up and I’m still in my pjs like most people are I suspect. I’m thinking of making breakfast and getting some coffee. Coffee makes me feel loads better because it wakes me up.
I had a meltdown the other day and cried a little but had a pep talk with myself because I haven’t been taking my medication.. I thought I’d be okay and that I was fine but in reality I wasn’t. Pretending everything is okay so I don’t have to take my medication is not good. So I’m back on them but I’m taking them at night so I’m not passing out during the day or when I start college on Monday.
When I have meltdowns I sort of talk to myself about all the things I’ve done and what I’ve been through to get here, it’s a struggle sometimes but I’m here and fighting. I don’t wanna die or anything I just wish my Depression would go away and so that I can be happy. Depression is horrible because for me I never have the energy to do anything hense why my bedroom is a huge mess, I will tidy it but I don’t know when.
I hope you all are having a great morning and those of you who are having a lay in stay in bed it’s worth the extra sleep. 😉
Xo Kathryn Xo