A New Start

So you know how I was talking about that interview? I GOT THE JOB. I’m happy about it but now I’m anxious about messing up. I’ve never worked on a till before and my maths isn’t that great..But how hard can it be? I’ve never done retail work before only work placement and that’s about it when it comes to retail.

As with the BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) the therapy is going quite well, I’m feeling more in control and not crying when I talk about stuff.. So just thought I’d let you know about that.. I haven’t started my workouts yet though I really need to do that.

So with this job, it’s 8hrs which isn’t too bad and the uniform is pretty good because you get a free uniform, gloves, trousers, top etc. It’s great and I know once I’m in the uniform it’s going to make me feel so great just because I managed to get a job with a 10min interview and this could be the start that I need. This could be the big push that I’ve been waiting for, for so long.

I’m going to try to remain positive about this job, although my brain is already giving me 20 questions all at once like.. What are you going to do if you can’t work the till? What if the staff don’t like you? What if they laugh at you for your math skills? What if you get fired on the first day?

So.. yeah I’m ignoring all those little fuck wits.. I apologise for not blogging sooner I didn’t go home till Monday and that’s when I had my interview too, then I felt so tired and drained yesterday after my therapy so I just woke up well at 11:00 am and just had my first coffee of the day and I only feel slightly awake.. But also slightly numb that’s probably because my body is still waking up..

I had an idea today though I have Icoud and what do you think about me using icoud to help others? Or would it be a bad idea? Let me know, also I love you all. ❤

xo Tris xo

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