It’s 6:15 and I’m fighting to get out of bed because I have to be at work at 8:30 am. But I’m going to get in my uniform and make some coffee and wake up.

Last night after writing “My mom & Me” I had realised it had upset me more than I thought. I had started pulling out my hair and I realised I was doing this because I was punishing myself because I thought that what had happened to me must of been my fault and I deserved to be hurt.

I eventually took my medication and that feeling had left and then I fell asleep watching Rush Hour 2. I want to thank those who emailed me last night, it really helped and lifted me up from that dark place. 

I hope everyone has a good morning! ❤️

Love From 

The Girl In The Shadows