Feeling Crappy

First of I’m writing this on my phone so it may not look as good.

I woke up in such a bad mood, my rabbit was doing my head literally scratching the towels and then chewing at my rug.. I shouted at him and I’ve moved him back downstairs.. Should I give him up?

Then I read something that someone has posted on an app called Lyf and it made me cry, I know I’m one for telling myself that I’m okay and that I’m fine.. I haven’t cried in weeks and now I feel so emotional and down and I also go back to work today after having a week off.. And that was a waste of time because all I’ve done is sleep in bed or play on my Xbox or read a book.. I literally don’t go out anymore unless I need to or I’m going shopping or I have to meet a friend..

I just want to feel something and I don’t know how, I don’t know what to do.. maybe in a few hours I’ll feel fine but right now I don’t know what to do.. I want to scream but I feel like nothing will come out.. I feel so alone yet I’m not. I just wish I knew what to do when I feel like this.. And I can’t talk to my “friends” about it because I don’t have anyone that I trust that much to talk about this crap with.. Only because I feel like I annoy literally everyone.. 💔

From

The Girl In The Shadows

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