Hello all! Today’s blog is called Mondays Blogs Post
I’ve recently started a new job doing Care Work, but as much as I wanted it to be perfect…Its far from it. I can’t go into too much detail but I’m currently yet again looking for another job as I don’t think I want to work there anymore. I’ve already started applying for other jobs including retail, anything would be better than where I’m currently working.
On a good note though, I have been hanging out with my ex and it feels nice. I’ve always cared about him and his welfare so I don’t think that will change any time soon but I’ve always looked out for him even when we didn’t always get on. Things have gotten better and maybe the space apart was something that we needed.
We tend to hangout every now and again and we do movie nights at my house on Thursday and watch horror films with his friend which is a highlight of my day. I’ve recently watched Trick or Treat, Hellraiser 1 and The Nightmare before Christmas. There’s still some horror films that I haven’t seen yet but I’m working on watching them eventually. Also I recently watched Doctor Sleep at the cinema with my ex and his friend, I have to say it was such a great film and I was made to feel on edge and there were parts when you felt like you was in the film. I’ve seen The Shining but I need to watch it again and I need to read the book that’s on my kindle.
I’ve also been helping my ex with his page Burke and Hare House of Horrors on Facebook and been editing their reviews and I also went with them to For The Love of Horror in Manchester and got them some amazing photos of people cosplaying as scary characters from horror films. We also did a ghost hunt with Twilight Ghost Hunts, I had the chance to play on a Ouija board and I’ve been waiting a really long time to try one and it was spectacular! I will do another blog about my time in Manchester and I’ll also speak about For The Love of Horror, I think you’ll enjoy the photos that I took when we as there.
I want to say my Mental Health has been fine but I’ve had moments where I’ve felt sad and depressed but it’s not been all bad, I haven’t been taking my medication because I need to order some more but I’m going to try and ask the doctor to give me a months worth so I’m not having to spend £9 per medication every could of weeks because that is expensive. My BPD has been really good, even though I do get emotional about a lot of stuff now and again but it’s not been a major struggle like how it used to be when I was starting out in therapy. I am wanting to try and do Yoga again which used to help me relax which also helped with my BPD which I didn’t know I had at the time. I’m also still waiting to be diagnosed with BPD but I have no idea when that will be. I’m also still helping other people with their Mental Health as I don’t want anyone to feel like they’re on their own when going through difficult situations.
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